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FlyingRaider01
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Name: Kevin H. Country: Afghanistan Birthday: 2/21/1988 Gender: Male
Interests: Playing Basketball, Running, (basically playing sports)and thinking about Susan every single day after i started liking her.
Expertise: Basketball, table tennis, helping people with disputes....( i am a peer mediator after all,don't know how that happened) um...definately not playing the saxophone...
Occupation: Military Industry: Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/24/2003
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| I've been meaning to update, but i just didn't have the time. As some of you may already know, Susan and I have well, separated. So, there is no more need for this stupid thing anymore. This is my last update. | | |
| HEy its GInger!!! it took me soooo long to hack into this thing!!!!!!!!!!! omgm1!!!!111111anyw3ays,,, lalallalalallaalalallala!!!! I'm updating for KAAAAAAAAAAAAADINg ahgains!!!! lallalalal.~~~!!!!!! kk buh bye!!! | | |
| hi i figured out kevin's password before julie!! i am so good!!!!!!
btw i am now updating for kevin since kevin does not update, so wat is going onn now is nothing. life is the same as always. and julie wants kevin to update too. btw did you kno kevin ont he fone for 4 hours? That's longer than yours truly, Clara has ever talked on the fone. Well, that is all so long farewell | | |
| Since Sean wants me to update, i will. Basically i've been thinking of my problem the whole week, and that's about it. O, BRHS marching badn came in 7th at giant stadium.( sucks to lose, but i rather lose a competition than Susan) Which brings me to my next point, I Love Susan!
Ok sean, i hope that's enough to satisfy you. | | |
| What i've noticed is that whenever i'm having trouble, i seem to come to this gay place and write something...like NOW! and i can't say what it is, because i have to "protect" the person who told me this news...Well, yeah I'm just having a big problem right now, and no one can help. The thing is, i can't afford to lose this "battle", because if i do, i will probably lose everything i'm living for right now. My mind is just going on, i don't think any of the things i wrote above really fit in one paragraph. O well.
As i said before, i can't lose this "fight".(and for those of you who think it's literally a fight, it's not) I've been thinking of this all day. By my 4th period class, i actually felt nervous and scared, but i don't think anyone noticed though. I'm one of the biggest cowards when it comes to the type of problem i'm having now.
It's either all win or all lose from this moment on, and there is no possibility of a compromise. Whoever said "winning is not everything" was surely wrong, because if i lose this, then i've lost everything. One thing that disturbs me the most is that i think the odds are against me this time. I just hope that this thing will drag on for a long time, but there's nothing stopping the inevitable. How i am stricken with fear right now. Never in my life have i felt this level nervousnous. Well, i'm done for today. | | |
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